ramblings part 2
Saturday, February 26, 2005
I am back once again to terrorize this blog. Let absolute lameness run thru this boring and medicore place till thee laughter covers thy heart and let thy lameness run amock with the sinews of the heart. LEt a hundred flowers bloom with the er freedom of expression.
Nothing much to say just random ramblings . AHAHA
HUR hUR!! i keep hearing this phrase being used especially by the girls, so i shall use this more often HUr? HUr hur HAhAHA
When i dream the nite, without u by myside
When i dream i tried, to keep u on my mind
cos no matter where u go, i'll always love u so
The above stanza is from a techno song
I must say that TECHNO LIVES FOREVER! everyone should embrace it
Lyrics are so meaningful ,well at least some of them
Another favourite song of mine is UNwritten
THe rest is still unwritten.........
12:38:00 AM
Late nite ramblings
Friday, February 25, 2005
MAn this is getting no were. COMMON tests are just a few days away and i have a lot to cover. Slipping into a semi-depressed mode sure doesnt help either. I say to hell with everything else, all i just want now is to get good grades for the cts. I am desperate to at least get some good marks after ABYSaMAL performance for the past few tests. If i can past every subject that would be considered a milestone for me.
FUCK STress, stress can go to to hell for all i care
12:42:00 AM
Boulevard of broken dreams
Friday, February 18, 2005
SOmehow for those of who have read my blog since last year, you would have noticed the detoriation of this blog into one that angst ridden and basically whining. LIfe just Peachy ain it, after u get rid of one shit more shit will fly into your face ( not literally).
Pple are troubled by their studies, tests , family problems etc, yet i aint bothered by all this, instead i am bothered about making more friends, how to enjoy life and have fun. THIS shows my priorities are SCREWED UP. My mind just keeps thinking of playing and slacking , not concentrating on my work.
Tests wise i am NOT DOING WELL AT ALL. HIStory soure based ZERO OUT OF 13, PISSIFYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! , econs test 10 out of 30 still fail very badly, maths test that i just got back today 6 out of 20 okay lar econs i didnt expect to pass, considering the amount of practice that i did which is like practically nothing besides reading notes.
Homework ? can barely keep up. WHY? PROCastinating? Cant be bothered? Too slack? The answer is all of the above!!!!!!!!!!!
Time is so unforgiving, another week has just passed and it was V Day on the 14th of FEb. LOok at all the couples celebrating love makes u feel kinda left out when u are single and high and dry.
SONGs nowadays are just so appealing to me , especially those sad and angsty ones . HAHAHA i am officially ANGstyfied. Favourites now include SINce u've been gone, BOulevard of Broken dreams, SHUT UP
Downloading gundam seed destiny 17 which takes $%&*()_+ long, argh why cant bit torrent be faster.
11:39:00 PM
SIck
Friday, February 11, 2005
Ugh i hate this. Its the first day after chinese new year and i am freaking sick due to a nose that wouldnt stop running. WAU LAU TORTOROUS TO KEEP BLOWING AND BLOWING. PRactically used up half a toliet roll of paper blowing my nose. Cant concentrate during lessons , yesterday also couldnt sleep well cos there were people gambling at my house until like 2 am. MAke so MUCH NOISE AR!!!!!!!!!!!
This morning almost late for school . hai next time must wake up early. VAlentines day is coming once again. WHo will i be spending it with? MYSELF! haha, i have no date. Hm i predict by the time the next valentines day comes i will be a happy person XD. Sian didnt do much today went home slack had macs for lunch, ate medicine took a 3 hour nap. Play ps2, ate dinner ,watched telly. HAHa the life of a slacker.
Gonna use this weekend to catch up on sleep and maybe study. Haha yes the keyword is maybe.
10:19:00 PM
Cny eve
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Well its here again, the most impt festival in the Chinese calendar is approaching. Yupx just hours away as i type this.
The past few days have been rather eventful. I think no i have realised that life will not always be easy, things will go wrong, it depends on how you see things. Though i have been utterly depressed over the past couple of months, i must say this year is not as bad. Saw a counsellor on monday, i guess i have to try out new things, After all i have nothing to lose. Friendships cannot be forced, if u click well with someone, it will happen naturally, no amount of artificial persuasion will help.
Today school had CNY celebrations, the most impressive performance in my opinion is the Indian Cultural society. Had class potluck later, food is not bad, our teachers were invited. Saw Fern's baby, awwwwwww so cute, well all babies are cute arent they. After school went back to sji to meet my old friends and at the same time see some teachers. Went to town where we slacked around , talking cock, ate lunch and watched Constantine at 3 plus cos like it was fully booked for earlier slots, somemore it was the second front row, had to strain our necks.
This movie really deals with religious themes and u get to see hollywood's impression of heaven and hell, man hell really is a burning inferno of tortured souls. Heaven was only briefly seen but is appears to be a place of eternal peace. SAtan is potrayed as a cranky man, archangel Gabriel is a woman who tries to bring the son of the devil to the Earth. Theres even a bible that exists in hell! U must catch it, definitely a nice show.
Went home around 6, a lot of shops in town were already closing or closed when i left. Had reunion dinner at 8, haha not bad the food. Oh well , thats all for now.
GONG XI FA CAI , Have a proseperous and HAPPY CHinese NEw year !!
10:00:00 PM
February a season of love or lack of it
Friday, February 04, 2005
tsk its a friday nite as i type another angst ridden article. Time just slipped through my hands without me doing much productive things.
X-country was on wednesday, i must say this x country is so much different from the held just one year ago. Everything has changed. Time is really the worst enemy that humans face. COngratulations to Byron for his incredible feat of achieving 7th position out of dunno how many hunderd people.
In class theres talks about love and couples in the air. Scandalous i must say but amusing to see the reactions on people's faces. i got back the tests from last week, not doing well....just scrapped through econs and failed maths by one mark. UGh, gp also needs a lot of improving.
I also feel very sian on a lot of days, lifes just a routine when u lack the ability to socialise well and mix with people. U dont feel like doing anithing but just wish to stay in your dream world where u dont feel anithing. U wanna scream ur head off but somewhere theres something in your head that stops u from doing so.
Only things i am looking foward to at this moment are CHinese New year and more episodes of American idol!
8:44:00 PM
